Full-Blown Agony: A Personal Battle With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a dreary Monday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense sensation bloomed behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid shocks, similar to lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain eased and then came back with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that autumn, and once more in spring, soon forming an annual cycle. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-on agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
This condition often start with severe discomfort behind a single eye that persists for several hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the disorder, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically begin with abrupt, severe pain around one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. I have the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal bouts; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the figure fell to 4% when they were not in pain.
One patient, 74, a long-term patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to many causes, made things worse. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a national hospital.
Still, the inability to plan life around erratic attacks took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the simple liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described throughout history. “The earliest account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent spirit who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient medical records suggest bizarre remedies for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a separate disorder, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a European physician who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only formally recognised by global headache committees in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a major artery which supplies blood to the head. Leading specialists in treating the condition explain this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, featured in a major medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such progress, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple operations before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other common headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough patient history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced the condition for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks dentists still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a calm volunteer talked them through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased.
National guidelines on treatment advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the attacks of well-known people.
But consultant specialists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the bout determines the treatment.” Short cycles with infrequent attacks are managed with acute treatment alone. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a